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new grey SKINNIES!(denim)
that ACCESORIZE box wallet (:
BARBIE POLAROID CAMERA!
nice notebooks!
a better hair straightener
the portugal/netball NUM tank
'Leap Of Love' storybook
that nice NIKE bottle (:
pretty sandals!
jason mraz's album (:
one republic/secondhand serenade's album
the newest adobe photoshop!
pink IPOD :D
that BUNGEE thing!
ride in the sg FLYER(:
LOSE WEIGHT!
BARBIE POLAROID CAMERA!
nice notebooks!
a better hair straightener
the portugal/netball NUM tank
'Leap Of Love' storybook
that nice NIKE bottle (:
pretty sandals!
one republic/secondhand serenade's album
the newest adobe photoshop!
that BUNGEE thing!
ride in the sg FLYER(:
LOSE WEIGHT!
HARA BESTIE!; FIFA!; AMIRA!;
PIRA PIRA!; SHAH MONSTER!; FAIZ!; LYD!; STEPH; JO YEO!; TER!
1S2/2S2!
3S1/4S1'06!
CHARMAINE!
CHERYL GOH!
ELANA!
LYNETTE!
MINLING!
SEOKHAN!
WEIQIAN!
FATIN!
RAIHANA!
SOFIA!
1S2/2S2!
3S1/4S1'06!
CHARMAINE!
CHERYL GOH!
ELANA!
LYNETTE!
MINLING!
SEOKHAN!
WEIQIAN!
FATIN!
RAIHANA!
SOFIA!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
♥ 11:14 PM
just let me try, ok?i'm frigggin sick again.
like OMG righttzz :/
i thought i was over the phase of being totally SUPER unwell & not being able to do any work at all & come to school but here we go again. hmm maybe i shld like make sure i dont hang arnd sick ppl too much. maybe i've lost my stron immune system & have become super weak which i totally blame myself for since i dont eat properly at the right times & thus the repercussions of it all, coming to me NOW when i shld be working the hardest in this quick-ending race to the finish line.
so yes, on to other things happening at the moment which are def the pre-A's mock exams tht are going on in our school. & yes, i'm as not fully geared or prepared as i shld be if i'm taking the A's so the outcome for the mocks tht i've taken so far have been hideous but i did learn some tips from the post-mortems tht the teachers did after we were done trying out the mock qns. i mean, i just need to organize my stuff, sit myself down for solid straight long hours, go through note & make my own notes, learn from the tips given & then i shld be good to take the A's, hopefully.
so yes, i'm gonna do it. and as you can seee i'm working on becoming MORE POSITIVE(in the aspect of my school wrk, since for everything else i'm SUPERDUPER positive!) so i will push myself & i'm def super glad tht i've got some wonderful friends who are pushing me along the way & trying to make sure i dont give up halfway. as well as my beloved cousin who's suffering along with me & makes me wanna not give up cos i shld work tgther with her so tht both of us can get thru the A's (:
oh & tdae was like 'sharifa-gets-bullied-the-most' day. timo & damian were bullying me like crazayyyy. & they kept humiliating me by exposing my ez-link card photo & ic photo to EVERYONE & ANYONE. & trust me when i say ANYONE cause even damian's outside-school friends who i barely met/talked to for like 5 minutes plus, managed to catch a glimpse of it & laughed at me. like WTH rightzz. they're EVILLLL i tell you. this is wht happens if u're born a VIRGO, who's meant to be gullible & nice & you end up trusting your stuff with ur friends who end up digging the cards out, taking pictures of it & sending it to ur other guyfriends who are like not even part of the whole thing. ugh ugh ugh. & worse still showing off to a million of your other friends who happen to be in the library too or in the place where you go for dinner. like OMGGGGGOSH. humiliating to the core luh. i tell you i could have died when they kept LAUGHING away at meee. on top of tht, timo & damian KNEW it was evil but kept on bullying me. rahhhhh. ONE DAY, when i decide to try & become evil, i shall get you'll back okay. i will TRY, for sure. HA!
oh anw, crazy cuckoo is being a sicko. HAHAHA & so he didnt come school tdae to take the econs mock. he's been super duper sick for the past few days but he claims he's recovered so we shall see tmrw if it's trueee. but anw, drink water luh you. it helps alot really. i mean i shld knw right since i've been super sick too. heh. takecare purrlease & yes, i do miss ur lame-ness alittle. NOTE THE ALITTLE. before you get a big-head. hahaha. but yeah, timo & damian have been compensating for you & i still get my extreme load of lameness from them so i'm fine! HAHAHA. but yes, they miss you loads toooo, so comeee back sch ok? (:
like OMG righttzz :/
i thought i was over the phase of being totally SUPER unwell & not being able to do any work at all & come to school but here we go again. hmm maybe i shld like make sure i dont hang arnd sick ppl too much. maybe i've lost my stron immune system & have become super weak which i totally blame myself for since i dont eat properly at the right times & thus the repercussions of it all, coming to me NOW when i shld be working the hardest in this quick-ending race to the finish line.
so yes, on to other things happening at the moment which are def the pre-A's mock exams tht are going on in our school. & yes, i'm as not fully geared or prepared as i shld be if i'm taking the A's so the outcome for the mocks tht i've taken so far have been hideous but i did learn some tips from the post-mortems tht the teachers did after we were done trying out the mock qns. i mean, i just need to organize my stuff, sit myself down for solid straight long hours, go through note & make my own notes, learn from the tips given & then i shld be good to take the A's, hopefully.
so yes, i'm gonna do it. and as you can seee i'm working on becoming MORE POSITIVE(in the aspect of my school wrk, since for everything else i'm SUPERDUPER positive!) so i will push myself & i'm def super glad tht i've got some wonderful friends who are pushing me along the way & trying to make sure i dont give up halfway. as well as my beloved cousin who's suffering along with me & makes me wanna not give up cos i shld work tgther with her so tht both of us can get thru the A's (:
oh & tdae was like 'sharifa-gets-bullied-the-most' day. timo & damian were bullying me like crazayyyy. & they kept humiliating me by exposing my ez-link card photo & ic photo to EVERYONE & ANYONE. & trust me when i say ANYONE cause even damian's outside-school friends who i barely met/talked to for like 5 minutes plus, managed to catch a glimpse of it & laughed at me. like WTH rightzz. they're EVILLLL i tell you. this is wht happens if u're born a VIRGO, who's meant to be gullible & nice & you end up trusting your stuff with ur friends who end up digging the cards out, taking pictures of it & sending it to ur other guyfriends who are like not even part of the whole thing. ugh ugh ugh. & worse still showing off to a million of your other friends who happen to be in the library too or in the place where you go for dinner. like OMGGGGGOSH. humiliating to the core luh. i tell you i could have died when they kept LAUGHING away at meee. on top of tht, timo & damian KNEW it was evil but kept on bullying me. rahhhhh. ONE DAY, when i decide to try & become evil, i shall get you'll back okay. i will TRY, for sure. HA!
oh anw, crazy cuckoo is being a sicko. HAHAHA & so he didnt come school tdae to take the econs mock. he's been super duper sick for the past few days but he claims he's recovered so we shall see tmrw if it's trueee. but anw, drink water luh you. it helps alot really. i mean i shld knw right since i've been super sick too. heh. takecare purrlease & yes, i do miss ur lame-ness alittle. NOTE THE ALITTLE. before you get a big-head. hahaha. but yeah, timo & damian have been compensating for you & i still get my extreme load of lameness from them so i'm fine! HAHAHA. but yes, they miss you loads toooo, so comeee back sch ok? (:
ok luh, i think i shld be off to bed and wake up to face another day of dreadful MOCKS. tmrws lit & h1 maths so wish me luck (:
P.S: to my dearest T who's been listening to ALL my whinings & nonsenses intently & just being there for me when i need you(most of the time!) & also, bothering to use ur precious time & spend it with me, well i'm truly grateful for all these & i feel honoured/touched tht i have a wonderful friend like you who always believes in me & helps me along the way, when i'm lost. so yes, THANKS YOU LOADS and def, i love you to like infinityy cos you make me happy & entertain me when i'm down. although u do show your HUGE EGO. okay kidding luh. not huge! hahahas. but yeah, u're one of the greatest guyfriend ever ok? dont wna lose you ever manzz. one & only purrlease. HAHAH. lovezz (:
when you let your heart win.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
♥ 1:27 AM
I'M WALKING AWAY.
from the troubles in my life;
to find a better day.
so just go on & spread those lies.
(cos i aint gonna live a lie like you.)
when you let your heart win.