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Friday, June 20, 2008
♥ 2:35 AM
but my sin is always my sin - ANNE SEXTON 'not-in-a-good-mood' day. somehow i have no idea/clue WHY. i tried explaining to a few significant ones but nothing. yes, i realised i'm not good at phrasing my thoughts. i just kept beating around the bush or ended up not making any sense at all. but i have to say, i'm rather thankful for the dearest ones who listened & who cared to try & understand. had class bbq at pasir ris today. it was rather normal i guess. i had second thoughts abt whether to go or not. since i have MILLION amts of work to be done before the faithful monday arrives. but i decided to go in the end cause i wanted to show that i was supportive of the whole idea of CLASS BONDING/CLASS UNITY. but i have to say it was rather bland cause there was nothing much to do as we didn't prepare much. and halfway me and ter went over to jason & james birthday chalet for awhile to as ter wanted to pass her presents, so went we came back, our classmates already played a game of truth & dare and so there was nothing else to do. but i did meet chester & andrew & alot of other people that i knew in the other chalet so i guess it was okay. but i have to say, there was a certain wierd vibe going on at that chalet. i shan't elaborate. so yeah, came back & took alot of photos with the class people & i was ready to head home.( photos will be up soon) got home and kept whining to certain people. i still think i made no sense but whattheheck cause i'm glad there were people who cared. overall though, i still think i feel wierd due to human behaviour. the whole, need for attention, socialising, everything & anything. sickening yet so indulging & tempting. ughh, i have no idea if people would get what i truly mean but i guess i just need to learn to express. so yeah, i'm off to continue watching dearest PORTUGAL, try to win. ughh, idk. LOST :/
when you let your heart win.
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