She was tired of just existing; She wanted to live

thanks to dearest TIMOTHY, i've finally gotten hold of the book P.S I LOVE YOU, which i've been asking arnd for since like long long ago. and it's been pretty good so far. i've teared a few times already. HAHA.

anw, today was HONGKIAT'S birthday. yes, so HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HONKY! hahaha. my dearest maths 'tutor' who's helped me with various things in school (: heh. love you loads & may you do superduper well for you A's (i'm pretty sure you can! heh). hmm so yeah. helped out in his 'surprise birthday celebration then waited for them to end training to go for his birthday dinner with some of the volleyballers and some others too. later on, some of us went for pool. considering my WONDERFUL skills at pool, i preferred to be just the CHEERLEADER! hahaha. but omg, JIANRONG is like so pro at pool sia. his hits are so slow yet accurate and ever so gentle. HAHAH. he promised to teach me one day (: hopefully he can pass on his wonderful skills to me! heh. so yeah, i was pretty HYPER, (cause i needed to push aside other feelings. i've told myself, jealousy aint good) until i had to go off earlier then the rest ): but i guess the day was quite okay. heh. i realised alot of things though. things i kind of realised earlier but were much clearer now. and i think i've grown stronger & learned who to trust and stuff. although i agree i can be pretty naive and gullible. HAHA.ohwells.

well, that's all i can remember. hahaha. off to do work (: