TUESDAY:

hmmm, i think the highlight of the day was HIST LECTURE. the teachers decided to call people out to act out certain important leaders and countries. and they called the people out based on how they looked like. whether they fit the role of a russian or cambodian or even vietnamese(: gosh, it was so hilarious that the whole LT was filled with non-stop laughter. and the 'actors' were superduper cute with they're funny actions & the 'silly expressions' that they were forced to do or say! HAHAH. i couldn't resist laughing(like mad) at the cuteness.

WEDNESDAY & THURDAY:

i can't really remember what happened but i know i stayed back to study in school. & on wednesday i had a super long talk with lyd. it was really great cos i opened up to her alot & i'm just glad that she's there for me. LOVE YOU LYD. we can get through the A's together! i'm here for you, if you need me too (: so yeah, we were talking about ALOT of things and then we decided to study together in school & it was nice. although we did not get much done. it was a much needed time spent together.

FRIDAY:

it was PARENT'S NIGHT day. so i stayed back in school and did some homework in the SAC with faiz, raihan & hafith cos they didn't have soccer.but later on they left me cause they wanted to 'de-stress' and i was all alone. but i was rather content tht i managed to finish up my econs hw (: then everyone went to fetch their parents and i went to talk to GUANJIE! i realised that i haven't been talking to him for a long time, maybe cause we've both been super busy with schoolstuff & i rarely see him arnd. ohwells, I' M SORRY 'TIMIDBOY'! HAHAHAH. we'll study together one day okay. and i'll promise to look out for you in school, more often so that we can talk. hahah. although you end up disturbing me MOST of the time. ohh ohh & sit with me during the econs remedial program thing! HAHA (:

anyway, then we had to proceed to LT 5 so me, fifa, amira, raihan, faiz, hafith, steph & ter went there and left our bags there. but later on they called us back cause they had to lock up the place since none of the other students went there. HAHA. so yeah, we ended up playing retarded games in the SAC & making superduper lame jokes. gosh, i love them cos they never fail to brighten my day. then went to fetch my mom & dad and brought them to see mr. yew. they were in a super good mood so everything went fine. introduced them to all my friends, again then we left to VCH to see the last few remaining songs of my brother's band performance. ate dinner after that then left for home. no work was done after that though, cos i was super tired ):

hmmm, nothing much was done today also cause i went out with my parents to look for furniture for my room. yeah, my house is going to go thru renovation, pretty soon. so i was needed there to pick out my wardrobe style & stuff. ohh & tmrw's 'PILLOWMAN' day. the whole lit cohort is going to watch the play & we get to meet the CAST! gosh gosh, i can't wait :D i bet it'll be super good & i've finally picked out what to wear. my class would be having lunch together before the play too, so i'm sure tmrw would be awesome. ohwells, i better be off to do more hw cause i might not have time tmrw.

i'm scared. the more i avoid you, the less i see you. which may seem good since it's less distraction but that doesn't mean i don't think of you & that doesn't mean that people don't tell me stuff abt you. i seriously stopped talking abt you. to anyone. bcos i don't feel like bringing you up. it just makes things worse for me. this year is definitely not for emotional attachments. i told myself that before, but i got myself into this mess. and i brought myself into this. my friend can tell me now, " i told you not to make your move so quickly". well the truth is, he didn't tell me earlier. cause if he did, i would have listened & i wouldn't be caught in this chaos where i'm the one who's hurting and obviously you're not cause i'm sure you can handle your emotions VERY well. gosh, i still can't believe the things you said last time. call me a freak or whatever but i read thru the old msges(which are still in my phone) & it just sounds like a different you.

so, did you just play with my feelings then left when it wasn't fun anymore?

cos honestly, i still miss you.