Liars On Your Hands.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

♥ 10:55 PM

how do we find the courage to be true to ourselves; even if we're unsure of who we are -PAULO COELHO

this week has been pretty unproductive cos of my sickness.

and i broke my life record by not going to school for TWO days in a week.

yes, it isn't something to be proud of and i'm not.

but it really wasn't my fault.

and on friday, my fever had gone up & i could barely get up from bed.

so it was a good thing i didn't go to school cos i wouldn have been able to do much in school either.

so on friday, i stayed at home & did practically nothing.

except for maybe going to my family doctor and then sleeping for the rest of the day cos the cough medicine causes drowsiness.

so yeah, i'm still on medication now & i always keep forgetting to take it.

haha.

well today, i did manage to do alittle work.

called steph and met her in school at about 11 to past her hist notes to her. then had to copy from her, all the econs notes that i missed since i was absent on mondays lecture. then did alittle of history & my dad came to fetch me.

so me, my mom & dad went on our house-hunting trip again.

ate lunch and spent the rest of the day with them.

came back home & now i'm planning to start my work soon.

my hist file's still un-filed and i'm going to do it soon (:

& suddenly had the urge to watch step up. so i'm watching it online now too!

HAHA.

oh and the song THE LITTLE THINGS by COLBIE CAILLAT is simply awesome.

it's sucha feel-good song, because of it's music

so i suggest that anyone, who needs cheering up should listen to it.

trust me.

The little things, you do to me are

taking me over, i wanna show ya,

everything inside of me is,

like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating.

My feet are stuck here, against the pavement.

I wanna break free, i wanna make it,

closer to your eyes, get your attention

before you pass me by.

So back up back up take another chance

Don’t you mess up mess up

I don’t wanna lose you.

Wake up wake up, this aint just a thing that you

Give up give up don’t you say that,

i’d be better off better off, sleepin by myself and wondering.

If im better off better off, without you boy.

So don't just leave me hanging on.

And every time, you notice me by,

holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things.

I don't believe, that it could be,

you speakin your mind and, sayin the real thing.

My feet have broke free, and i am leavin.

I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely,

but i wont forget you, and i won't think this,

was just a waste of time.

So back up back up take another chance.

Don’t you mess up mess up,

I don’t wanna lose you.

Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you,

Give up give up don’t you say that

i’d be better off better off,

sleepin by myself and wondering,

if im better off better off, without you boy.

But don't just leave me hangin on.

and anyway, i would just like to say to anyone who reads this blog that, i'm not in any depressed mood or 'EMO' world of any sort. i just prefer to write out my feelings in the blog, since it's MINE. so i'd appreciate it, if no one comes up to me & asks me if anything is wrong.

cause i'm fine, or atleast i'm getting by (:

so yes, tmrw's going to be great cause i'm finally going to meet BANU (:

it feels like i haven't met her for like superduper long.

eventhough it's probably not that long. HAHA.

& we're finally going to watch the long-awaited LEAP YEARS.

the movie that i wanted to watch since like eons ago but never got the chance to watch it cause of many circumstance.

ugh, whatever, i'm just happy it's finally happening.

& i bought a top online so i can collect it tmrw too.

woohoo, i' can't wait.

so i'll be off to finish my work now since i need to make myself free for tmrw (:

and guess what?

you've proved all the onlookers, right.

they guessed, we'd become strangers, eventually.

and because of you, we've achieved it.

not blaming you, just telling.

& i think all the while,

i shld have just listened to them.

when you let your heart win.